不习惯化妆的结果......洗澡前忘记卸装!哈哈哈哈!
在厕所的镜子里看到JU-ON!!!!!
Friday, March 9, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Thursday, December 1, 2011
日常生活
头发剪短了有7 8 9 10 11 12月，差不多有半年咯。一半说好看，一半说不好看。
今天我家狗狗又不知什么时候偷溜进家里了，第二次！大便在我爸妈房间？！我好坏，当时我听到爸爸说狗狗在房间里床上大便的时候，我心里还担心是自己的房间，后来知道又是在爸妈房间，我竟然松了一口气，哈哈哈哈！坏孩子！动物可真的有灵性的，不能随便骂它们，它们可是会报仇的。
今天我家狗狗又不知什么时候偷溜进家里了，第二次！大便在我爸妈房间？！我好坏，当时我听到爸爸说狗狗在房间里床上大便的时候，我心里还担心是自己的房间，后来知道又是在爸妈房间，我竟然松了一口气，哈哈哈哈！坏孩子！动物可真的有灵性的，不能随便骂它们，它们可是会报仇的。
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Monday, November 14, 2011
想信
我们用我们的脑袋瓜想事情，去计算；我们用我们的心肝儿去感受，去相信。
人不是万能的，不管我们有多本事都好，生活里的基本需要我们都还是要有。而这些需要就分为物质上与精神上的需要。简单地来说就是衣食住行和爱心关心和温馨。我们人往往都不能够做到最好，做到平衡。还记得我大姨告诉我这世界上没有平衡这两个字，当初的我觉得大姨的想法好像有点偏激？悲观？当时那真正的感觉我也不是很清楚，忘啦～ＬＥＴ ＩＴ ＧＯ，这不重要。
我们可以用脑去计算，可是却永远都计算不到我们脑在想的事情，想了多少，想得刚刚好。那是因为有心的存在吗？我们可以用心去感受，可是也不能够永远保存着我们想保留的，那个味道。
这阵子想得太多，头脑渐渐在这些日子里把我的心力给取走。现在，我的头好重，心好轻。就算得不到平衡，也不能够太偏．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．激。对，这阵子想太多，想到头都歪了。家人朋友的关心支持和鼓励，我相信，什么？我现在还真的不知道我可以相信什么，自信弱了点，唯有先相信我的家人朋友们能够陪伴我走出这个黑暗的洞穴里吧！
关心支持和鼓励都是要互相给予的，这样才能擦出不断的火花，而不是一箭上空，灿烂后就完了的烟花。
这篇部落格的灵感来自于以下这段在面子书看见的一番对话。很有意思！
人不是万能的，不管我们有多本事都好，生活里的基本需要我们都还是要有。而这些需要就分为物质上与精神上的需要。简单地来说就是衣食住行和爱心关心和温馨。我们人往往都不能够做到最好，做到平衡。还记得我大姨告诉我这世界上没有平衡这两个字，当初的我觉得大姨的想法好像有点偏激？悲观？当时那真正的感觉我也不是很清楚，忘啦～ＬＥＴ ＩＴ ＧＯ，这不重要。
我们可以用脑去计算，可是却永远都计算不到我们脑在想的事情，想了多少，想得刚刚好。那是因为有心的存在吗？我们可以用心去感受，可是也不能够永远保存着我们想保留的，那个味道。
这阵子想得太多，头脑渐渐在这些日子里把我的心力给取走。现在，我的头好重，心好轻。就算得不到平衡，也不能够太偏．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．激。对，这阵子想太多，想到头都歪了。家人朋友的关心支持和鼓励，我相信，什么？我现在还真的不知道我可以相信什么，自信弱了点，唯有先相信我的家人朋友们能够陪伴我走出这个黑暗的洞穴里吧！
关心支持和鼓励都是要互相给予的，这样才能擦出不断的火花，而不是一箭上空，灿烂后就完了的烟花。
这篇部落格的灵感来自于以下这段在面子书看见的一番对话。很有意思！
An atheist professor of Philosophy was speaking to his class on the problem Science has with GOD. He asked one of his new Christian Students to stand and . . .
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you'll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won't you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge . . . or FAITH.
By the way, that student was Einstein.!
Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD good ?
Student : Sure.
professor: Is GOD all powerful ?
Student : Yes.
Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?
(Student was silent.)
Professor: You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, young fella. Is GOD good?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Is satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor: Where does satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student : Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor: So who created evil ?
(Student did not answer.)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them ?
(Student had no answer.)
Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.
Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student : No, sir. There isn't.
(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)
Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)
Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.
Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)
Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?
(The class was in uproar.)
Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?
(The class broke out into laughter. )
Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)
Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.
P.S.
I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you'll probably want your friends / colleagues to enjoy the same, won't you?
Forward this to increase their knowledge . . . or FAITH.
By the way, that student was Einstein.!
moments of stories.....
Saturday, November 12, 2011
停电
人生就像蜡烛那样，不停地在燃烧，时间不停地在过，不管发生什么事，都不能够再重来。也有人形容伟大的人是蜡烛，点亮自己，照亮他人。
停电的时候，我们都会用火点着蜡烛，让蜡烛给家里带来光明。沮丧的时候就像停电那样，眼前一片黑漆漆的，什么都看不见。黑暗，害怕，孤单，寂寞，无助，失望，迷失等等在这个时候都悄悄从屋外跑进来了。
心里呐喊着，嘴巴则忍住小声地道：“停电了”～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～！！！！！这时候，一支接一支的蜡烛点亮了。蜡烛的火光很漂亮，让我感到很窝心，我看见，也感受到了它们给我带来的温暖和希望。可是，我全身的细胞却像一个接一个的泄气气球那样，无情的气把美丽的蜡烛一个一个给吹灭了。长期处于黑暗的环境下，不禁让空气变得很稀薄。回头看见的，都是泄气了的气球。过去的回忆都变得很模糊，眼前的，都变得不切实际。
现在，学会了把求救声调高一些些。
现在，回头看，一支支的蜡烛重燃了。
过去模糊的画面清晰了一些些。
突然想起一个读辅导科的朋友告诉我，当感到很压力，失眠等拥有不好的情绪时，可以尝试买香薰蜡烛来点看看。真的有用吗？不知道，还没买过。
停电的时候，我们都会用火点着蜡烛，让蜡烛给家里带来光明。沮丧的时候就像停电那样，眼前一片黑漆漆的，什么都看不见。黑暗，害怕，孤单，寂寞，无助，失望，迷失等等在这个时候都悄悄从屋外跑进来了。
心里呐喊着，嘴巴则忍住小声地道：“停电了”～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～！！！！！这时候，一支接一支的蜡烛点亮了。蜡烛的火光很漂亮，让我感到很窝心，我看见，也感受到了它们给我带来的温暖和希望。可是，我全身的细胞却像一个接一个的泄气气球那样，无情的气把美丽的蜡烛一个一个给吹灭了。长期处于黑暗的环境下，不禁让空气变得很稀薄。回头看见的，都是泄气了的气球。过去的回忆都变得很模糊，眼前的，都变得不切实际。
现在，学会了把求救声调高一些些。
现在，回头看，一支支的蜡烛重燃了。
过去模糊的画面清晰了一些些。
一群永不熄灭的灯火
我知道，希望就在不远处。
突然想起一个读辅导科的朋友告诉我，当感到很压力，失眠等拥有不好的情绪时，可以尝试买香薰蜡烛来点看看。真的有用吗？不知道，还没买过。
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
遛狗
刚刚心血来潮，想遛狗，于是与哥哥带了两只狗出去散步。ＫＩＫＩ～再过不久，ＧＯＯＤＩＥ就要跟爸爸走咯！剩下你一个了。虽然如此，但我想，她应该会很快就忘记她的老伴吧？因为连她亲生的五福临门，看她样子都应该忘记了噜！
五福临门，你们过得好吗？
你们是包青天吗？为什么你们的父母都没有全黑，你们却个个都黑漆漆哒?
没有戴眼镜出去，沿着爸爸所指示的路一路走，走到一个尽头，我吓了一下！是一片华人的坟墓！之前已经有听过家人说这附近有坟墓了，可是万万没想到就那么地靠近！才隔那一条街耶？！我“哇”了一声就掉头走咯。其实也没什么大惊小怪的啦～那不就是人的肉体最后的归属地而已。阿弥陀佛。
在遛狗狗的同时，我想到一些事情。看着我家两个狗狗，我就觉得它们好像我们家的孩子哦，也就是我和哥哥姐姐们，而我们就是狗狗的父母。我们与狗狗的相处方式就是喂饱他们，跟他们玩，从来没有好好教过他们，没有给过他们规律的生活（我指的是每天到时到候带他们去“方便”）。以前啊，大姐还在家的时候，我们住在ＰＵＣＨＯＮＧ，那里是住宅区，车辆没有那么地繁忙，隔几间屋子就是个公园，狗狗在那时候从来没有把它们上绑和放在院子睡过，完完全全是个家里人，在家里横行霸行，它们做错事就会有靠山－我大姐。我大姐真的都把它们当亲生孩子那样的了。要大小便就开个大门让它们自己出去，它们会自己跑回来，有时候我们也会跟出去走走。姐姐和它们的有趣故事永远讲不完，我们每次听到都会开怀大笑！它们和我姐姐都很可爱，当然，有时候也很可恶！但是一家人一起嘻嘻哈哈的时光真的很难忘，很开心。就是因为从一开始和过了好几年以来，我们都这样放纵它们，现在搬到来新的家，屋主没有那么地友善？大方？所以它们一直都要被绑着了。看见它们这样，我们也很难过。对不起哦狗狗，我不是一个好主人。可是你们每次看到我还是一样那么热情地欢迎我的出现。我爱你们。希望ＧＯＯＤＩＥ被它爸爸带走后能够被好好对待吧。
过去不知量力的ＧＯＯＤＩＥ，跟外面的野狗争锋吃醋，打架打输咯，看医生后的伤残样。少爷就是少爷，不管有多好的体力都好，没有像外面的野狗那样，经过风吹雨打和磨练，当然会输咯。但是打架就不对！
懒惰的主人只带它们漫步走了一圈就回家噜。回到家上楼去，房间门竟然关了？风大？不可能，我房间对西斜，没什么风，很热，就算开了风扇风也不会那么够力把门给吹关了。我开门，却被里面挡住了，因为里面有人，就开口说了一声“做么哦？”突然想起爸爸说要帮我房间添多一盏灯，就以为应该是爸爸拿进来的梯子挡住了门口。但是，没有人应我叻，我没想那么多就又推了推门，这次发觉里面的“梯子”怎么是软软的叻？这时候我才想起应该是我放在门后靠墙壁的ＴＩＬＡＭ倒下来了，原来，刚才我在跟我的ＴＩＬＡＭ问话，难怪它没有回答我。白痴的我！哈哈！
不认识我的人应该会以为我家被大耳窿追吧？因为我一直搬家。大概是因为我们家里的人都不是很懂得计划人生，为未来好好做打算吧？还是因为前世我家里是当收帐的？所以导致今世不断要搬家啊？哈哈，开玩笑。所谓：家家有本难念的经。即时是家人，也会有不同的想法，不同的做事风格。以前小时候，总是想要赶快拥有自己的家庭，有一个疼爱我的老公和属于我自己的孩子们等等，想到的东西都太简单太天真，太不现实了，现在真正感受到，想要建立好一个幸福的家庭，对现今社会来说，没那么简单！
今日凉言：人生不必太执着。执着就像把自己的手勒在自己的颈项那样，使得自己喘不过气来。人就是那么好笑，今天笑笑人家，改天让别人笑笑回，就不过如此。
还是当个长颈鹿？就算双手勒住了自己的颈，也只是一小部分的颈？ hahahhaahahahha
创伤会随着时间淡去。
再是时候想想，我要的是什么？会的是什么？
每一个人的心中都有一个远方，那个远方意味着希望、意味着重生——
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
嘻!
《想爱就爱》（YES OR NO浪漫女同爱情）
刚看完这部电影。看到最后好感动，眼泪都掉下来了。她们之间的爱情故事真的很感人，很简单，很真实。我很喜欢这种感觉。
里面的“男”女主角都很漂亮，很动人！
虽然都是一些很简单的情节，可是我觉得这些那么浪漫简单而感人的故事，很难发生在我身上吧？
越想得到，却很害怕受伤；失去了勇气，也失去了对方。
电影里的歌曲都很好听，听起来就像有点在听韩语歌那样，如果没有翻译的歌词，根本听不懂它的意思，但却听进心里了。那个口音，那个感觉，配合当时的心情，触动了。
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
哈！
这是从台湾艺人-黑人的PAGE那里看到的，我终于去PPTV找了这部戏。看到它竟然是一部微电影，才那20多分钟？而且黑人的感言是：。在那么短的时间内....，这部戏真的好看吗？不管它，看了再算。
在戏的从头到尾，我都没有专心在看，可能是因为男女主角我不认识，演技普通吧？直到后面，大概知道女主角得了病，要离开，同学们都来找她了，然后应该是HAPPY ENDING，突然间，随着音乐的“唆摆”，接着一首歌播出来了，荧幕上的字，莫名的感动突然涌了上来。
就在这时候，正当我要把这感觉和大家分享的时候，在GOOGLE SEARCH了《我们一起追的女孩》，出来的，都是《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，这我才知道，原来我摆了个乌龙，我刚看完的根本就不是我原本要看的。
这就是我。
不管做什么事情我都不能专一专心地去做，导致很多东西都错过了。
虽然说，这是另一番体会，可是，难道我就这样一辈子吗？
Monday, October 17, 2011
小时候
在重看这部戏-《神啊请给我多一点时间》。
很怀念当时和二姐一起看这套日剧。还记得二姐很喜欢金城武，而我很喜欢深田恭子。还因为这部戏而改了日本名叫做MASAKI。还记得当时才读着小学，当时的七姐妹也改了日本名，但我只记得IKI。IKI这个人很喜欢33号，如果没有错好像是因为代表星星的关系。我记得，又一次放学，我搭了她的车（MOTOR），她妈妈载着我们两个身型不小的孩子+书包也不小的骑着回她家（幸好只是一小段路）。当时在她的家，下了场大雨，我们开了《见鬼》这部戏来看，看到电梯那片断的时候竟然停电了，吓死人！哈哈！好怀念过去。
说回这部戏，还有一个令我印象深刻的画面，就是当女主角躺在医院快离开人间的时候，爸爸从房间走了出来，时间刚刚好，我好像对着爸爸说，时辰到了。爸爸当时快被我气死了。而身旁的姐姐笑翻了！
小时候看这部戏，只知道男主角很帅，女主角很漂亮。然后知道它的大概，并不了解当中的剧情，真正的内容，里面所要表达的情绪~心情~人的真性情等等的。
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Monday, August 22, 2011
梦
很久没有发个开心的梦了，今天，我是笑着起床的。
“活着多好啊”！我很久没有这种感觉了。
昨晚发生的事情，即超级痛苦也非常痛快。（我的好姐妹们，碰面再告诉你发生什么事=)）
对不起，这阵子我把电话关上了，就算开回，也因为每当有人打来我又再次地把它给关上，因为，我的心情真的是低落到了一个谷底。我见不了光，你们的出现就好像闪烁的光芒，我见到，就只有一个字“避”。
我现在心情真的很不错，但愿所有问题都能够一一解开，我的生活能够RESTART。
忘了要说说那个令我笑着起来的梦：6个人，一起去....算是旅游吧？走在街上，有说有笑的......。梦里的人不停变换（梦就是那么有趣，角色会不停改变，我的梦啦，不知道其他人会怎样，应该也差不多吧？），当中有我曾经喜欢的人，也有曾经很喜欢我的人，有我曾经很关心我的人，也有曾经很关心我的人等等。哈哈！还有穿着漂亮的红色裙子.........
经过这次的事，我真正体会到什么叫做“事与愿违”和那种不好现实的感受。还有，人生真的很无常。
不管有，还是没有，到头来都是一场空。
“活着多好啊”！我很久没有这种感觉了。
昨晚发生的事情，即超级痛苦也非常痛快。（我的好姐妹们，碰面再告诉你发生什么事=)）
对不起，这阵子我把电话关上了，就算开回，也因为每当有人打来我又再次地把它给关上，因为，我的心情真的是低落到了一个谷底。我见不了光，你们的出现就好像闪烁的光芒，我见到，就只有一个字“避”。
我现在心情真的很不错，但愿所有问题都能够一一解开，我的生活能够RESTART。
忘了要说说那个令我笑着起来的梦：6个人，一起去....算是旅游吧？走在街上，有说有笑的......。梦里的人不停变换（梦就是那么有趣，角色会不停改变，我的梦啦，不知道其他人会怎样，应该也差不多吧？），当中有我曾经喜欢的人，也有曾经很喜欢我的人，有我曾经很关心我的人，也有曾经很关心我的人等等。哈哈！还有穿着漂亮的红色裙子.........
经过这次的事，我真正体会到什么叫做“事与愿违”和那种不好现实的感受。还有，人生真的很无常。
不管有，还是没有，到头来都是一场空。
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
自私
对不起，是我自私了。
最近的生活不知道该怎么形容，就只能用“自私”和“不负责任”和“不孝”来形容。
不知道从什么时候开始，对自己和身边所有人事物都失去了信心。明知道这种心态是很不健康的，但就是偏偏像个任性的小孩那样，“不管”就去做了。
很努力地想要掩饰自己的不好和不愉快，最后发现自己是个笨蛋。把一堆不适合自己的东西套在身上的，当然会不舒服啊！但是，没有尝过，当然不会不知道，那种滋味是多么地难受。
不管以后的生活是如何，面对，接受，勇敢地走下去吧。
会留的自己会留，要走的怎么留也留不住。
你，回来了吗？
最近的生活不知道该怎么形容，就只能用“自私”和“不负责任”和“不孝”来形容。
不知道从什么时候开始，对自己和身边所有人事物都失去了信心。明知道这种心态是很不健康的，但就是偏偏像个任性的小孩那样，“不管”就去做了。
很努力地想要掩饰自己的不好和不愉快，最后发现自己是个笨蛋。把一堆不适合自己的东西套在身上的，当然会不舒服啊！但是，没有尝过，当然不会不知道，那种滋味是多么地难受。
不管以后的生活是如何，面对，接受，勇敢地走下去吧。
会留的自己会留，要走的怎么留也留不住。
你，回来了吗？
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
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